Take me into your arm.
And I will dance like a cat, a sweet cat.

Love note #5: back to normal

12.16.2007

Well, as gaining more dance experience , I know who are the kind of leader I want to dance with and who are not.
I just want to have fun, enjoy the connection between two people and music in the milonga.
I don't need fancy steps to show off how well I can follow or how good the leader can be...
Everyone has his own path to learn tango.

Therefore, I think the magic is officially gone.
There was one time that I was amazed by your new steps since I never did those steps before and I didn't know that someday I could do that.
However, I gain my experience. i know that once I maintain my balance I can do thousands of complicated steps and still look good. it's easy to happen as long as there is a good lead.
Now all I want is to feel the connection from you, to look for the vibe we used to have that night.

But unfurntunely they are all gone. Don't know why, but they're just gone.
And I finally start not to fall for you. you are just another regular dancer on the floor.
Everything will be back to normal and I will be fine just like before.

Love note #4: Things you left for me

12.10.2007

The things you left for me:

To maintain balance
To collect every step
The intorduction to great arts
Those good exotic food
Dance whereever you are
A real nice music collection
The "cat milonga"-- meow, meow, meow
All these beautiful memories

and,

my favorite quote--
"You have to do what you need to do"

Love note #3: longing

12.4.2007

Finally I started to realize that I am not the one for him.

Magic disappeared after since.
After that dance, we both knew that something was missing there. Nothing happened. We couldn't even know that magic was here once.

I was left there wondering...
Is it just me dreaming of love? Those things that I've been looking for so long...The longing for warm embrace make me dizzy and fall for someone who doesn't even exist.

Seriously, I don't think my man really exists.
Sorry, guys.

Love note #2: where everything begins

12.2.2007

I used to so adore my tango love, I wanted to see him everyday. So I search everywhere just to see him again.

The way he looked at me makes me feel I am the only one in his world, boy, I felt myself so important.
My tango love danced with me again and again till the music stoped. He let go my hand and ran back to the DJ station, played another set of songs, then came back to me, said, "shall we?"
I couldn't see anything, anyone but him, seriously.

But you know, everything changes. Things change and end. Life changes, and so does love.

And that's another story, though.

Love note #1: days and days

12.1.2007

I never thought I would act like this.

But it will end, like everthing else in the life.
And it is ending soon.

22 more days to the end.

Merry Christmas.